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[May. 18th, 2008|08:40 pm] |
my brother was trying to catch a woodchuck in the have-a-heart trap we have
but he cause a squirrel instead
it was running around like crazy cause it didnt understnad and was scared
i feel like that squirrel
jittery
anxious
depressed
trapped |
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[May. 12th, 2008|01:20 am] |
regardless of how much we think i've changed
i still had a good time.
thanks for having me tag along.
i know i can be a bitch. |
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[May. 10th, 2008|03:04 pm] |
"things have changed for me
but thats ok, i feel the same"
thought those lyrics explained this
and you can relate im sure |
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[May. 7th, 2008|09:44 pm] |
i fucking love driving ol' blue around
and its great because im 18 and
dont have to wait to drive around friends or drive late
its so choice.
ill pick you up, baby! |
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[May. 4th, 2008|02:58 pm] |
work is sucking up the final days of my childhood
what the crap |
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[Apr. 29th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
fire up the rockets
and full speed ahead! |
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|08:42 pm] |
whoa, the reality of school after vacation
is just nonexistant.
its like i can see armageddon careening towards earth
and it just needs to hurry up and happen already! |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|01:26 pm] |
im upset
and its not just that |
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[Apr. 18th, 2008|12:51 pm] |
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pratt
yes that is my final answer |
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[Apr. 12th, 2008|07:54 pm] |
now im thinking more pratt???
i think nyc is just a better match for me.
but im still really torn
its all about location...
but i really like saic's looseness and program
but then pratt is a really well known amazing school
and i know people here.
and they dont card here. ha. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2008|10:29 pm] |
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so. confused.
jumble.
ahhh. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2008|09:37 pm] |
i always seem very neagtive when i wrote in my journal
maybe thats beacuse its the only time i pour shit out
anyway
on the positive note
i love saic
i love chi-town
i love traveling
im so happy to be going to school there
i just have to convince my mother to let me go
chicago is so friggin clean and big
and it smells better than nyc
the museum that the school is connected to is HUGE
and that have EVERYTHING
picasso, monet, manet, pollock, warhol, van gogh, dali
its amazing how close you can get to them too
seeing all the brush strokes is incredible
being around all that art made me want to paint frantically
there were people there who had easles and stuff
copying the masters and painting
and i wanted to set up shop right next to them.
i cant wait for next year, i want to do everything
i gotta step up my fab-mod-alt fashion though
cant let those art bitches look better than me!
except chicago will be lonely without you. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2008|10:40 pm] |
at least chicago smells good
but its not home yet. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|11:36 pm] |
i pow wow with wes anderson and sofia coppola
and jason schwartzman and kirsten dunst
we light insense and feel colors
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|11:30 pm] |
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i like being frank
to say, im feeling very simple and warm,
but merely in my den.
my room is very cozy
the thought of leaving it stings
i want to pack it away with me and travel
eyebrows are intruiging
and the shadows underneath lips.
short intervals of time.
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|09:06 pm] |
my feet are too big and keep walking out from under me.
find me my shoes and i'll stay where i am.
but chances are i'll just keep wandering. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2008|01:36 pm] |
i have weird dreams
interpretation for last night's...
Cocaine - To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic.
i was shooting up cocaine into my left arm.
maybe because i can still see the hole where they drew blood
i do feel a lack of ambition and empty
" I need a fix 'cause I'm going down
Down to the bits that I left uptown
I need a fix cause I'm going down
Mother Superior jump the gun...
Happiness is a warm gun.
bang, bang, shoot, shoot "
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[Mar. 12th, 2008|09:18 pm] |
i sleep because im tired
then im constantly convinced im not sleeping because my dreams are so convincing
this is why i sleep so long
thanks wikipedia,
A lucid dream, also known as a conscious dream, is a dream in which the person is aware that he or she is dreaming while the dream is in progress. During lucid dreams, it is possible to exert conscious control over the dream characters and environment, as well as to perform otherwise physically impossible feats. Lucid dreams can be extremely real and vivid depending on a person's level of self-awareness during the lucid dream.
my head is fucked
time is thrown off
no time to do anything
'cept sit in piles of rice
calling out that i need help
&never getting it, because its a dream. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2008|11:42 pm] |
the codes fuck with my head
sick of mirrors, shields, and secret languages
say what you mean.
say it to me. |
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